Me irl!

This is a monster girl style verison of me irl! I am 20 years old, highschool graduate, I live with my Father, Sister Dee, and my twin Brother Rj! Both me and Rj suffer from low spectrum autistic, I am near sided hence the glasses, I often always find myself getting hurt with a cut or something hence the bandaid, and I had two breakups so I'm scared for a relationship where someone loves me for who I am..... My sexuality is pansexual cause my last boyfriend was transgender, but he dumped me via chat..... I've been living in poverty so I'm worried to have money issues in my future, and some people like to brag about being able to afford amazing things and believe the only way to truly be happy is through money when it's a lie! To me I don't care that I wasn't born into a rich family.... I have a Father who lives me and my siblings equally and he's always there for me..... Granted I want my Mom to also love me instead of just my Sister Dee I'm still glad to have a loving Father instead of being completely neglected..... To me what's more important is my friends online and my family even if I get betrayed or ignored by people I thought understands my issues..... So plz don't judge me for who I am cause I can be a nice person deep down in my heart.....